(no subject)

[skifa]

Странно как-то и запутано все сейчас. Понимаю, что никуда мне не деться от людей, дел, мыслей, чувств. Всего того, что меня окружает.
Пора бы, пора бы, пора бы во всем разобраться. Расставить по полочкам. С чего-то стереть пыль, посмотреть, вспомнить, улыбнуться и поставить обратно. Что-то выбрость. Не вспоминать что, кто, когда и где. И зачем.
Мне бы уехать куда-нибудь. Пока не могу, слишком много здесь, внешних дел.
А может во всем виновата весна?

Comments

[skifa.livejournal.com]

I know, I know... I'm just lazy, tired and sleepy. All those things 2gether - and you are a mess.
Well, I guess I AM already fare away, huh :)
One more week.
I will survive :)

[evil-kitty.livejournal.com]

gotcha... i hate being sleepy and tired, i know how it suxx... but guess what, i only started sleeping again like a week ago, heh..

hey, so what's gonna happen after a week??

[skifa.livejournal.com]

Graduation on Saturday and then a week off before the summer starts. Sleeping in :) My pillow is calling my name, yes :)

[skifa.livejournal.com]

Why did you started sleepin' again a week ago? What was happening?

[evil-kitty.livejournal.com]

you know.. breaking up. f*cking nerves. i would just wake in the morning and stare at the ceiling. it's hard to get used to sleeping alone again... but... i'm recovering, obviousely :)

[skifa.livejournal.com]

That sucks. But glad to hear you're doing better.
Alone? Why alone?

[evil-kitty.livejournal.com]

cuz i usta sleep with my bf at nights, you silly :)))

[skifa.livejournal.com]

well I figured that out, smart enough :)
where's the guy then?

i know u're smart :)

[evil-kitty.livejournal.com]

i dunno actually. we broke up almost 2 months ago :((( so he's probably sleeping with someone else now :\

Re: i know u're smart :)

[skifa.livejournal.com]

hm...
I hope it's for the better.
You deserve better for who you are, girl.

[evil-kitty.livejournal.com]

when i think about i do realize it's for the better... but when i think about those moments when he made me just so overwhelmingly happy, like no one else has done before in my entire life... i just wanna lay down and die i miss him so badly...

[skifa.livejournal.com]

For the better - 100 %!
Don't die. Please?